hmm..i haven't been on here in forever....i'm looking around this sight of mine and looking at journal entries and poems and i'm likek wow i have changed so much.....so many things have changed about me excpet for the way i look at jake still hasn't changed after all i've been through with shaun and other ppl i am still falling head over heals for osmone plays with me like a cat and mouse me being the mouse fo course only he won't jsut eat me already!....he just keeps playing with me and me being the stupid mouse i fall for it eveytime and get hurt so i guess one day hesjust gonan eat me and i'l die ....lol .... even when i was going out with the satanic syco i still thought about jake and i don't know y ...but i probally won't be back on here for a while so byez